Unwinding

It was a better day today, Estelle's been singing to me at work and the sun was shining away so it was a nice day.....

The kids went off happily this morning and it feels like ive walked in to a different house, its strangely silent (which im not used to ) i do hope they are having a great time ...

I had visitors at the unit today my friends Sarah and Nikita came to see me from riding so i was really pleased, they spent an afternoon at the unit going through the clothes and left with a bin bag so im pleased they liked it, i had to giggle though as when they came into my office the first thing they spotted was my fellas picture hanging up on the wall that our friends presented him with for his 40th.. so as you can imagine it isn't that tame...lol but i had hung over the top of a certain part of his anatomy a 'show me your tackle badge' (to protect his modesty of course) and both girls lifted it up while he sat there! i know i shouldn't have laughed but its the first time this week i did....... i just couldn't stop.............lol

Weve came home to the same tidy house i left this morning, im getting dinner cooked for me and just had a long bubble bath, so im making the most of the next couple of days.......

Tonight i am doing something really nice and doing absolutely nothing..........lol

Couldn't we have this one day a year instead of all those mothers day chocolates...lol

we never get to eat them as the kids always eat them and leave the empty wrappers...

And a day of peace sounds like the perfect treat for all of us mums out there......as it really is a rarity in a house like mine..........

I can even find the remote !!!!!! lol

Weekend round up

Its the day my kids go off on holiday, ive been packing for England and trying not to forget anything they will need.......

Its been a manic weekend, im still not right but trying to pull myself out of it...

Saturday wasnt an easy day, my daughter dissapeared for 3 hours with me sobbing my heart out looking everywhere i could possibly think of, the neighbours were all out in force and so many things go through your head its untrue..

She was playing in our close as shes not allowed any further than that but wasnt there when i went to check, talk about feeling sick, i hope i never have to feel like that again... shes a good girl and always does what i ask if shes playing with her friends so when they said they hadnt seen her all day i went nuts..........

Thankfully she was in her friends house, and her mum had sent the girls brother round to tell me where she was and hed forgotten to come and tell me, so although it really shook me up it was all ok......

Ive decided that im gouing to spend the next 3 days getting myself some rest and having some time for us with my fella, its all been stress, stress, stress........ so thats got to change today..

My eldest is going to stay with my siester for a day or so and im gonna get back what the last few weeks have taken away..

I wasnt well enough sadly to do my calender photos on the horse yesterday , but thankfully they have put my day back til this weekend, so ill still get my change to feel that wind in my hair.....

Knocks and falls

I think Ive had one of those weeks, its not been a very easy one to say the least...

I am the type of person that appreciates those simple things, i don't do stress well (i don't usually let it get to me) and am happy with the quieter things that life can bring.. like the sunshine, watching stars or being near the sea, that to me is as good as anything you could buy and id choose that anytime......

Ive had a pretty hectic few days both with my head being like a spin dryer, chasing my bum to catch up with photos and getting the gear listed and it seems to affected me badly this week.. i just cant get it done...

Whether its because i feel like I'm banging my head up against a wall sometimes or sometimes it would be nice to be just given a break... but i also know i shouldn't even think like that as theres always someone else worse off....... but for the first time in a long while i feel mentally drained...

I know sometimes we have to allow ourselves to hit a lull to then appreciate those good days, but last night i honestly sat here in tears, angry with myself for letting things get to me so much, but also not knowing what i needed to do, so i could feel better in myself......

So tonight ive sat here deep in thought, still pretty tearful, but as the kids are up i have to face away and look like im working as usual........... i need a holiday (that i cant have) but have a good compromise coming as my kids are having the holiday for me this time, Monday with the school, so i guess it will do the same thing and allow me relax a bit... and ill be happy knowing they are all having a great time...... so that parts good

I don't often get ill or run down, so whatever it is that's making me feel like Ive done 13 rounds with Tyson, i hope it soon goes, so i can get back to feeling more like myself again... im not used to this, and neither is anyone around me, they all keep trying to talk to me, when i don't want to talk..

I am grumpy, sore to touch just about everywhere and thoroughly p***** off .......lol

And its not how i wanted to spend a weekend ....

So I'm going to turn off my website tonight, grab a bottle of vodka (im out of brandy) and give myself a genuine reason to why i have a headache from hell..........

I don't normally give up and let the everyday things get to me, so tomorrow Ive got to wake up, pull my boots on, and sort myself out.....

I'm hoping riding will put this week behind me ....

and put back the smile that's missing.......

That will also be another experience...........

horseriding on a hangover............. lol

Virtual worlds

I think ive finally discovered why i am so tired today, ive been poluted with someonbes unwanted bug...lol

My boobs have swelled up to the size of melons and i ache everywhere, thats not fair !

I had the cold and cough last week i dont want something else now, except perhaps a night with a bottle of bubbly and some good conversation (a sexy woman would also be a plus) my kind of naughty girly night in....

My fellas a bit down in the dumps this week, ive tried everything i can think of to cheer him up but its not working, and ive ended up feeling like shit myself...

men eh! lol..........

So ive left him at work came home and boiled myself in the bath trying to get warm, i am now more comfortable and decided as i dont like my reality world at the moment im turning to my virtual one..........

Now there i have no cold no aches just a mind for whatever mischief i can get myself into..... now that really does make me feel better..........lol

I can chuck sheep, or fish buy drinks for everyone and breast rub all my top friends there and not get slapped happily..........hehe

You can see why these sites are so appealing now cant you....

Warmth

Ive been sitting here tonight trying to choose the photos for the images we took today and i am totally brain dead, i promised my fella i would work til i finished and i finished as i said, but what i haven't told him is i am cold to the bone tonight and struggling to stay awake........

I did so well today got 40 lots of photos done of items you really wouldn't want to be walking around in this weather in, did my usual work plus its half term (need i say more there)... but slowly and surely, (boobs and feet first) that colds crept in..lol

Ive hit my brick wall tonight and just want to go to bed quietly, so im leaving him to hopefully put the kids to bed for me and im taking up a brandy to warm up~ as a well earned night~cap (its the only thing you'll ever hear me say, i'll wear in bed).....lol

Do you ever get a day where you've worked your butt off and sit there later regretting it....... thats exactly how i feel tonight, tomorrow i have to do it all again...... but at least i have some leather gloves in that lot, so parts of me will be warm at least....

So as my fella is sitting here engrossed in the football tonight, im going to quietly slip away and leave him to it........

I was rearing to go when i got to work and still am rearing to go now... i guess...

To bed.........lol

I'm going to snuggle under that duvet and get myself warm for the first time today.......

I'm totally done in today........another day tomorrow eh....

Half term

Its been a good day today peaceful in one way, but manic in another..

I started off really chilled sitting in the garden this morning, with the whole house sound asleep and by the end of the day, i was cleaning and throwing out anything that didn't move...lol

I'm not quite sure how it started out, i just couldn't settle today so what started with me emptying a small cupboard went through a whole house...

I'm happy tonight ive done such a good job, but asking myself why .......

I know the little ones will wreck it this week, its half term so not the best time to go into one i suppose...

So Ive poured myself a nice drink, just got out of a lovely bath but am totally shattered, so im going to turn in early with my drink and my candles ....lol

We've tossed the coin tonight to who's getting the kids tomorrow and i won !! lol.. so I am going to work happily and leaving my fella with the wonderful job of entertaining the kids.. hehe

Its a good job its only for one week, hes only just recovered from the last 6 week one , but theres a light at the end of this tunnel and a week tomorrow the triplets go on their first holiday with the school............. so its a few days of freedom for us and the perfect reason to get us through the next week smiling ........

I hope.........lol

Showjumping

Back as usual from riding with my smile permanentaly embeded, it was so good today...(yes i say that every week , but it is..lol)

Lauren is now kitted out completely so shes happy, although we still cannot get her to canter, shes still leaning backwards when she trotts so were just allowing her to build her confidence and not pushing..

Im on such a high..... i just want to shout, grab my cowboy hat and go..lol

The lessons are building well and im now happily able to do most things except what im itching to do..show jump......

Ive done a few really low ones, but today i was told at the end of the lesson ive done so well im now ready, so next saturday i start properly to learn something ive always wanted to do since i was small..

I cant explain the feeling riding gives me every week, im itching to get back there and feel so at home on that horse..

Next sunday is calender day so i get to take my hat off (ive got a posh one now!) and feel that wind in my hair cantering up that field...

Zorrel is the horse i will be jumping with too, so talk about happy........i am glowing today inside out......

My fella looked a little concerned when ive told him, and i know theyd love to wrap us up in cotton wool sometimes, but im not that kind of girl...

I bounce back from most of lifes crap it slings at me, so lets hope i bounce as well if i fall too........

And get straight back on that horse..... lol

Enchantment

Ive had such a brilliant day today, its not the work (i didn't want to work today) it was my evening out last night that's made the difference ...


After picking up my friend who gets as lost as i do , he decided he was going to map read and not drive...so i got the job driving to find a place in the middle of nowhere, which is normally a joke..lol


After nearly driving into a few hedges and yes ill admit getting lost at one point, we actually found it..... wonders never seice to amaze eh! although my driving was extremely bad......lol

We ended up in a place where 'enchanting' was in my head all night, surrounded by such great people the whole night for me was amazing... Ive been smiling all day........


We went to Waxham last year , got caught in the most beautiful storm Ive ever experienced and that's stayed with me all year, and i think last night is another of those special nights where you feel so peaceful will also sit alongside happily..



I couldn't sleep as i had the roundhouse in my thoughts, its beautiful ambient atmosphere with its little fire crackling away and flickering candles , it really was like being in another world..........one which i prefer.. It just goes to show we dont need tvs and all those mod coms, some of the simplest things in life really do make my day....

Its experiences like last night that make me happy inside, i can honestly say i feel bright invigorated and totally at peace with myself today, thanks to our friends there..


So many wonderful characters yet everyone blending together in harmony, its known people say i always look for the best in people, but i think im right to ..


Last night confirms to me that there are very special people out there, who accept you for who you are ... are are happy for me to sing away and be myself..


Listening to Roses giggling away as i was trying not to pee in my boots is something that's made me smile today, but the highlight of my night?


Was the night sky so full of stars that you couldn't help but look up at in amazement, standing in the middle of that meadow in pitch black, it was breathtakingly beautiful, Ive never felt the sky that alive before, its like our nights with our chant friends all hold something magical in store ...


Like those stars and rain and feeling at one with myself, i felt last night like i was coming home...

its a strange feeling, but one Ive embraced, its a feeling like you belong in that place at that time..


Our friends are moving to London so we sent with them our brightest blessings..


And last nights enchantment with such wonderful people have left me with the brightest spirit....


Its my first experience of being at the roundhouse....


But one that will definitely stay with me...

Thank you so much for making me part of it................

Todays thought

Todays thought..

We do not stop playing because we grow old............

We grow old because we stop playing....... lol

Mums Joining Royal Mail's Strike

Tonight I'm having a rant..... so i hope i don't offend anyone, but its been quite a day.......and i am very tired...lol

It started off with me working on my own today (which i don't mind) as my girls are both ill with the cold bug i gave them, oops... i don't tend to take much notice when i get ill, as i know i have to keep going anyway, so i went to work normally Monday although i was feeling a bit under the weather but sadly passed it round the office, so I'm still working away and everyone else is off sick.. (that will teach me) ... and if one more person asks me where their parcel is i am going to kill them..lol i am posting everyday but can someone please tell my customers there is a strike on....lol

So today i decided as no one was at the unit, id work from my home computer as its super quick so since 6 this morning Ive been hard at it , trying to get finished, so i could clean up the house... that's the bit whats negged me out a bit.. why am i such a mug sometimes?

My kids have managed to trash my house in 24 hours again, they even went to the extent of hiding crisp packets up under the tv....... so after moving the house about and finding cups wrappers and just about everything you wouldn't want to imagine, i totally ache.....

I tried to get my head round the fact that i was actually pushing myself so hard today just so i can do exactly the same thing again in 24 hours and it had me thinking....

So after speaking to my fella who wholeheartedly agrees they are taking the mickey, i took off the TV plug.... the one rule i do have is no TV in the mornings until they are breakfasted washed and ready to leave for school, if they get done early then i have no complaints, but my god the mess this lot is making i could have thrown a party and it would look cleaner...lol

So the list has now been written and mum has turned over a new leaf in regards that they will now start to help out, well they will if they ever want to watch TV again...lol (that's so mean i know) but it has to be done.....

My eldest is now hitting his teenage years and has that wonderful go slow syndrome.. whatever!

So one by one again Ive sat them down explained that although she was once on TV superwomen doesn't bloody well exist ! lol

I have a lovely new chart hanging in each and every bedroom of one chore each per day they can do for themselves, to help me (like hit the laundry bin would be a great start) and please can they not screw up the ironing which i spend at least 8 hours a week doing on the wardrobe floors ...

So im sticking to my guns on this am totally fed up with 'de ja vu' everyday as believe me i hate any kind of routine, but have to clean the same things every day even when no ones used them? and i would then have more of that wonderful time other people seem to talk about ( what my lot havent heard of) time out..............

So from tomorrow theres no collection of dirty washing from under the beds, no sorting of anything out unless its tidy, and no backing down............

And if you see 4 kids walking to school next week with crinkled clothes you'll know they didn't play ball and help out as they have promised... And ill be on the next plane out to Togabo......lol

Wet through

Back to work day today, its not been a bad day but i was glad to get home...

I couldn't upload quickly so was getting het up as i had so much to get through and at the rate it was working it would take me days..lol

So happily I'm now comfortable at home and on a machine that flies through the work.....yes

I'm hoping if i am nice to my fella tonight hell help out so i can grab a bath and wash my hair..

Its not that it needs washing well it didn't, but as I'm a bit blonde i went to fill up our water bottle and concentrated a bit hard on something i shouldn't have been looking at, so missed the tap ! it went everywhere, so soggy jeaned Ive sat in the office (which was freezing) and watched the clock...lol

So its now official i really am totally wet...lol

God what i could do with that hanging bed today and enigma.....

I really wouldn't have been the first out of bed that's for sure, i would have stayed at home making good use of it and enjoyed the day...

Theres a difference in getting wet and positively feeling wet..lol

and i know what type i much rather prefer.......lol

Bedroom dreams

Ive woke up today feeling really peaceful, its Sunday and the house is wonderfully quiet, the kids are playing outside so ive got a day to do what i want to do... bliss

I feel like doing something creative as my mind is buzzing, so decided id look for inspiration on the net, that's where i found it...

My ultimate bedroom......

someone out there has built it.....

Most women like soft sheets and fitted wardrobes ... but i love suede sheets and ambient lighting and want a bedroom that takes my body into another place .....my imagination.......lol

Its got my floating bed, to heighten the senses and even ultra violet lighting (which i already have) and although many of you will hate it, i totally fell in love with what this guy has done, its brilliant...

I can imagine getting into so much trouble in a room like that, and i can honestly say its how i would have created it, but theres a couple of extras id like to add, one being a sunken jacuzzi and the other a really good sound system so i could play Enigma.........

I'm one of those girls that always gets up early at the moment....

But that will change when its my time to create my bedroom like this..

I will most defiantly be the last one out off bed then .............lol

Karaoke Night

Ive had a brilliant week this week, thanks to something special........my friends...

I had my girly night Tuesday so the fact i got out again last night is wonderful, especially after weeks of non stop work with no social life......

The days began to blend into the next and without having some release or fun it makes me really boring, i don't mind the hard work bit as long as i can have time for things that make me feel alive inside....and my friends do ...

We went to stay over at our their house again last night, this time my partner came too and both had such a brilliant time.. its not what we do or where we go, its being with them that makes me happy....

I'm not the best singer in the world to say the least lol , in fact im well known for how bad i really can sing, and singing on a karaoke is not something I'm comfortable with at all...lol

Somehow and I'm not sure how they've managed it, but they've got me singing my head off now .. i know vodka has something to do with my dutch courage part,and its always that starting me off bit, but i actually really enjoyed myself last night and got over a really big hurdle ... I'm so pleased..

Its a bit like knowing you're not so good at something you enjoy doing, it shouldn't stop you from doing it, but i really struggled with this and get nervous, so it always made me sound even worse...lol

So i owe these guys a big thank you... over the last few years they have helped me grow into a much more confident person that i thought i could be, simply because i feel stronger around them, its amazing how some people really can bring out the best in others, and I'm definitely gifted at one thing.......that im certain on today .....

with having such great people in my life............

xxx

Night on the tiles

Its been another good day, ive been flat out running around like a loony, but have just finally finished.........aahhhhhh

My jodhpurs arrived from ebay today and at last something finally fits so im really pleased... ive cut out the giveaway child's label as its a tad embarrassing but had a little swing round the pole to make sure they stretch as well as i do, and so far so good......

I went out last night to my friends house for another of our well earned girly nights, and had a really good night, i stayed over and got a huge bed all to myself, so yesterday turned into a really good day for me, but as my fella wasn't so well i was worried that he wouldn't wake up, to make sure the brood were dressed, washed and ready for school, but to my delight they were, i couldn't believe my fella actually woke up without me calling him and taking tea up in rounds as that's the normal day here...lol (he blames a part of his anatomy as its awake earlier than he is , but uses this as an excuse everyday to why he cant get out of bed when called, its to save any embarrassment) but today he was downstairs so i was delightfully shocked..

Anyway the kids let me into their little secret tonight, which did make me giggle, my fella didn't indeed wake himself up, or become organised as hes let on, he was still on the sofa from the bottle and a half of wine he drank the night before........lol

he never actually made it up there, and theres me thinking he was up dressed and ready for work.... lol

You've got to hand it to him, he definitely thinks ahead, just not smart enough to blackmail the kids as well as i would have done...lol

So today hes been yawning constantly is complaining of being tired and hungover to anyone that will listen lol and been the brunt of all of my jokes all day...bless

And i was the one who went out ? .......lol
















Pass the wine..............lol

Saddle Up

Lol.........I'm definitely on one today, I'm happy as Ive finished work early and really had such a brilliant day ..

It started with my rude conversations again, so i guess its my fault but the office has gone a beautiful blue shade..

Ive always wanted to make a video for youtube and have been thinking about doing something a little different, and i think today's conversation has just found it..

I told my fella i took my cloneboy into work to show everyone (although of course i didnt) shhh and all day we've been putting into every sentence something regarding his anatomy to see if he blushed (which he doesn't) but as the days gone on its got better til on the way home i started singing saddle up and putting in my own words, Estelle was crying and even my fella found it hilarious so now Ive happily roped him into making a video to go with my cloneboy..

Ive got the whips already, and a saddle (of sorts) so I'm gonna spend a well earned day bunking off from work and have some fun putting one together... theres no horses needed and no cruelty involved , just a bottle of vodka and a moulding kit............ and a whip...

So when some nutty bird appears on you tube with Captain 'Jacks eye'.. and a cloning kit please remember its not me............im a respectable person........lol

God what did they put in my tea today..................

Saddle up and ride that cloney...

Saddle Up-David Christie (1978)

watch out for mine and estelles version coming soon...
Saddle up and ride your cloneboy...lol

No Hang ups

Well as usual its been a mad couple of days again, the more i try to take a break the more seems to rain down work...lol

Ive had new gear to load in that id completely forgotten about so ive broke what i said and worked Sunday and both evenings, although i have had help from my daughter who's constantly making me tea, as soon as my cup gets empty.. i cant work out whats caused this turning over of a new leaf, but im happy as i love tea..

The office has been manic, but good fun, ive been hanging strange photos on my wall of flames that definitely has been making it hard to keep a straight face, we also had our friendly pervert ring up again today, so its been quite a day..

Estelle recognises his voice now as soon as he calls, so this time i thought id give my partner the fun job of 'helping him' (he defiantly needs help allright) ...lol

I don't think my fella was very pleased as he didn't seem to want to help him much, hes looking for something sexy and see through now.... bless.... for his daughter!! (yes i did nearly swallow my cup) what a strange dad he must be..

Anyway today he wanted a white top and some sexy black lace underwear (not under that white top i hope) so as my fella is very good at underwear choosing i thought hed be up for the challenge...lol

I think he got it down to about 2 words, me and stell both couldn't keep a straight face and we were in the middle of a photo shoot so it made me giggle, but he still tried to discuss his usual disgusting stuff even with my fella (this guy is definitely not fussy) and yet he talks so posh...lol

what on earth possesses the bloke to constantly call is beyond me, hes the type that probably spends all day on the phone to any place that sells women's clothes and enjoys himself while he chats .. we just press mute now and go for a tea break, the strange thing is hes still talking away when we get back and doesn't seem to notice no ones there..lol

I know theres some strange people out there, but come on... theres a level of what the public can expect as being helpful... in this case the customer definitely isnt always right...

This ones not even right in the head....lol

Its a good job the nice ones always come back, at least its worth all this hard work for...

And hope old incest (thats what we now call him) gets cut off the phone soon, or finds himself a nice sheep for company........bahhhhhh lol

I blame the government....

If they didn't keep moving all our call centres to India at least hed be able to ring someone else.....lol

Weekend of rest

I definitely have that Saturday feeling today............lol

Grinning like a Cheshire cat as usual... yes Ive been riding....

It was a great lesson again, I'm enjoying it so much the more i go the more i want to, so Saturdays now is my favourite day of the week...

We are doing a calender in a couple of weeks on the 28th and I'm gonna get to ride bareback with no hat on, wearing my slashed top and jeans.... i cant wait........ I'm allowed to ride both the white horse and the chestnut and have been asked to canter through a field (i wish it was the beach though, that's my ultimate wish) , but its gonna be a good day....

Anyone that knows me will know ill have a go at anything (except heights) so looks like Ive been roped in...I'm gonna post the photos when they are done, so hopefully they will be better than my last attempt with that sexy army hat on ! lol

The house is really quiet today Ive only just got back, as we went to the unit to lay carpets and ended up working half the day, but it feels much warmer, so I'm glad we did ...

My fellas engrossed in his football (yuk) so I'm blogging then off for a drive, to sing my head of...

Its such a shame i couldn't get a sitter tonight as i would have loved to got out of here for a few hours, its my first weekend off for ages and I'm stuck in............... my fellas tired but I'm rearing to do something , so i may be extra nice to him today and see if hell sit for me........

Anyway have a great weekend everyone, i hope you all aren't stuck indoors too.......

bidding

Its friday.................yipeeeeeeeeeeee
Ive done my work for the week and havent got to work til monday! god i am so happy..

Ive just won my daughter a full kit of riding gear on ebay, so shes really happy, although i did also bid and win a pair of jodhpurs for myself too (that didnt fit).. you could fit me and the horse inside, so im now forced to buy aged 13 jodhpurs...so thats not so good, its totally not sexy and very embarrasing trying to explain i am just small and not a school girl using her mums account (as the lady implied) so im giving up on this bidding lark...

The verdick-t

Well last night i finally got to take off the mould and study my handywork...lol

To say im pleased is an understatement, its brilliant..

The only thing i was concerned about was keeping the penis in the centre of that tube and not letting it touch the sides, but as we couldnt do anything about it, its come out brilliantly..it just has an extra little knobly bit on the side (which ive already found a use for)..........lol

Its even the same colour!

So i can now highly recommend these to everyone, i did take a photo of it, but my fellas threatened to make me a single mum if i did, and deleted my photo, the argument was its his manhood and its not going on display..lol

My argument was its my vibrator and not him in person .. but as hes been so good to me this week ill back down on this one... so sadly i cant show you how it came out, all i can say is its very life like except cooler, which when i get hot isnt a bad thing.....lol

Ive put my extra orders in so has my sister in law, and am looking forward to many more moulding nights...

Anyway time to shower and get my butt to work, its Friday and a girls day at work today....lol

So as usual it will be a good one.....

We love Fridays .......

Priceless

Its been a good day today, ive just got back from the unit the day has really flown by...

The good news is my fella has been in his meetings today regarding my business as its now ready to move to the next stage and out of the three companies weve asked to join us, all three have said yes.........

Im so pleased and very excited now, its been a long time coming..

I have to work out how to model a few more lines as the samples are now on their way back with my partner, so the site is going to get very interesting ..

One place i didnt think would want to know bit his hand off, so its a big up yours to a certain woman who spent years copying and mimicking me as she cant follow this, ( i have 7 years advance on her there,and a wealth of knowledge in this field so in websites its a pretty big mountain, but have also spent 18 months of living a mad exisitance trying to get this site finished, when both me and my fella wondered if it ever would be..

So for today at least im glad and happy weve finally got it to this point, and stayed the course..

My fella made a couple of decisions last year that i wasnt totally happy about and financially we really paid a huge price for them, but what weve both learnt was invaluable, but he said he wouldnt quit, until what he saw in his mind materialised and today was a massive step towards that vision .... so now its up to me to sew those seeds and make him proud..........

Just like he has done for me today..............Thank you Steve .....

Get your glasses out .........that suns about to shine again .................xxx

Dirty Daydreams

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Early bird

Its my favourite time of the day, every ones asleep here so i get the house to myself and enjoy my cuppa out in the garden....

Its been knackering recently, but i can now say ' I've finished' and take and deep breath..

Ive been well looked after by my fella, and praised for all the work Ive put in, bless...

Last night was the last night of templates and flash players (I'm beginning to get a sweat even mentioning them) so tonight as planned, its my time......

Ive booked the whole night to myself to do nothing except all those little jobs i haven't had time to do on myself..

I have my Pirates of the Caribbean videos to drool over (check my music blog) while i sit happily painting nails and eating the huge bag of chocolates my fella brought me home last night..

Ive never looked so forward to doing nothing before..........lol

According to my grandad i look ill (its the no make up thing they think its our natural colour) i feel like Ive aged about 10 years and need to do something about it...

Ive brought myself something to do later when the kids are in bed, its a moulding kit, sounds boring doesn't it ? lol but this kit is slightly different and my fellas going to be the mould..hehe

Anyway time to shower and start the day smiling, I'm sure that's exactly how ill end it too! lol

Have a great day everyone....