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Its been a great weekend, we were out friday night at the salsa club, yesterday was riding so last night we had a night in with great company...lol

My fella went to salsa class on his own yesterday afternoon (i got left with the housework lol) so he must be keen, he came excitedly to show me what new moves hed learnt but had forgotten them, so im sticking to the instructors tutoring and making sure i will be able to keep up with Mr Travolta here...lol i wont tell him ive been practising online, its nice to get the house to myself...lol

Dayle came up for the evening, i cooked, talked endlessly and really enjoyed the night and his company, it really was great to see him, hes such a great lad, i bonded with him straight away..

The night went beautifully we were all really chilled and enjoyed getting to know him, his sense of humour is great... straight away i took to him and didnt let my fella get a word in..lol

He phoned this morning and is coming back for lunch today, so hopefully he doesnt think were as mad as we do, the kids are really excited about having an older brother and he loves clothes so we should get along just fine...

Today im loading in some new gear into the site, ive been doing photos for most of the last 2 days but hopefully today ill break the back of them and get the jeans done at least, its my fellas turn to cook so im going to enjoy the day working away looking at the sunshine through the window...lol

Wings

Sorry for my lack of posts recently, i have been a bit burried this end in work but im slowly getting through it all..

Last week i went riding as normal and i was back on shadow, it was hard to explain but she was riding so fast constantly wanting to canter so it got me worried about how i was going to be able to stay in control and jump safely, all week its worried me, i was going to ask sarah if i could go back onto sorrel, but im not the type of girl that quits easily and didnt want to give up before id even tried, so decided yesterday i was going to bite the bullet and have a go, this horse is a professional showjumper so she knows how to jump well, i just kept thinking i wasnt good enough to jump with her..lol

So thats where i was yesterday anyway and how i felt inside....


I got to lessons this morning and the paddock was set up for the jumps.. sarahs face said what we were doing when i went in, all the girls were there to watch ..ooops

I dont get nervous with everyday things, in fact some things i should feel nervous about i wont, but if its a test or im put out on show, it really gets me, i felt really sick today...

So out comes shadow, along with my blackmail polos and onto her saddle i get, i told my fella before i left if im going to fall, it would be today, as i wasnt going to let this horse take away the fun i feel from riding, so i knew i had to do this..

The lesson was a really challenging one, i was leading a group of 3 today, with sorrel trying to constantly scratch his itch on shadows bum , the horses hate it and its dangerous as they buck badly, so knowing my daughter was behind her put more pressure on getting it right.. the good news is i got it sooo right today....yipeeeeeeeeeeee

I took the jumps first in canter and she cleared them by miles, once id done one, that was it, the adrenaline kicked in and i wanted to keep going, after every jump nikita put them up higher and higher so after several jumps it was bloody high... it was to show me that conquering the worst first is always best, its not about falling, its about the trying ...

The last jump was my all time best, she had said it was the last one before turn in, so i decided id let shadow go and see how quick she would take it, my god what a feeling.... my outside impression didnt touch how i felt inside ....... im so glad i didnt bottle and let the fear of the unknown stop me from feeling like that.......

I grew so much today, big time, in spirit and in confidence...... Some things we do and find in life push us to grow and grow, i want to feel everything i can feel and experience as much as i can fit in my time here .. I wont live my life being told what i can and cant do, neither would i ever give orders, its my life and down to me to make the most of it ......

Today i made the most of it, be it right or wrong for my business, safe or dangerous to myself, if we dont take risks we dont experience life to its full, and this was just the start .......

I want to feel those wings, not die sitting in front of a TV watching other peoples lives through a soap... thats not living........thats dying to me.....

I want to sit down sometimes.......but only to watch the sun rise or set ....with people i love and want to experience this with....

They are the little things that give me my wings.........

And make me feel......... like i can fly..........

Valentines day

Its friday........the weeks flown by so its time to enjoy the weekend, tonight were meeting up with friends and going to the salsa club, im leaving the car at home and having a couple of vodkas in the hope ill not feel so bad getting on that dancefloor with the other dancers, they really are something else........Marcos promised to give me some lessons and Janes helping steve so it should be a good night...

Yesterday was a hard day i was really cold all day and had loads of photos to do... but i got through all the dresses and jeans so it was well worth the effort, i just couldnt get warm ....

I hope everyone had a great valentines day....i got the loveiest card ! and chocolates so although the day was a hard one, he did really spoil me later........ the radio made compulsive listening and i was working by butt off trying to get finished, but did thanks to mr DJ playing some great music it really helped lightened my mood.. i wasnt the only one who got a card either..lol my daughter has a secret admirer.. he face was a picture with this little lad running up the road trying not to be seen.. bless

Have a great day everyone, its friday.......the weekends just began........

Blood

Its been an emotional week this end, we are trying to open new doors and test a market so it may help someone i would love to work with, shes a great girl and so tallented and i for one would love to be able to help so im trying to open a new door in the workplace...

We went to a salsa night friday it was brilliant, its taken me years to get my fella to dance classes and he loves it , so when we were asked if we would like to go along we went, it was a great night, i saw a woman dance that would make your mouth open she was simply amazing and has inspired me enormously now to stick this out..

riding went well although i spent most of the lesson worrying about lauren without need, last week shook me up, its built in us to protect our kids and i felt so useless not being able to help when she came off, she went back this week smiling and didnt let it get to her so im really proud she didnt quit.. the idea of riding was to spend some time together as we work such ridiculas hours here i wanted us both to look forward to something, the boys now want to learn too.. (this will cost me im gonna have to swap clothes for lessons again now) its the only way i could manage it....

Anyway i wanted to write about something completely different today as its been playing on my mind all day, for those of you that know me know i didnt have my dad with me as i was growing up and it was really hard, i wondered so much about things and couldmt work out why he went, i was lucky as i had a step dad that kept trying to help me..

When i met my partner he already had a young son Dayle, who used to come to our house every weekend to stay , we both loved having him with us, he was bright always smiling and such a lovely kid, i took a real shine to him and was glad that he came to stay, but sadly situations were made inpossible for him to keep coming, my fella was so upset, and tried everything he could to keep the contact,we all did, but sadly with any relationship it can get very upsetting and bitter, and very sadly thats how it ended up, the child was caught in the middle and used to hurt the father, weeks when we went to pick him up she wouldnt let us have him, or would be out so we couldnt come, it was so cruel, and it hurt us all, but we hoped there would come a day when he was old enough when hopefully he would come to us.......

Last night my partner got a phone call, it was Dayle, i know my fella hoped he would call, so he could talk to him, he must have so many unanswered questions and its his right to know about his dad, so they got talking, ive never seen my fella look so nervous but hes been keeping this in for years, so it is understandable, many nights weve sat here talking about it feeling totally distraught that we couldnt do more... I really feel for both of them..

I know what it feels like from both sides and if things get difficult in a relationship its always the kids that suffer.. its so wrong and cruel to all involved..

Anyway today they met up, for the first time in 9 years, i am really hoping that they can both build their bridges and get to know each other now, it just seems such a shame all those years have gone by that they could have enjoyed being together..

Time has a way of always coming back round and helping wounds heal, so i hope today something good may happen and two people that should have never been torn apart can get to start again, my partners a real good man, 16 years with him has taught me that id never find another so kind considerate and loving, hes also a very good dad, if hes allowed to be given the chance, so if you are reading this Dayle.. please give it to him, you wont look back and will see how special he really is...

We all get told stories about people, its nobodys fault, people get bitter when they lose something they love and the years turns that bitterness into a blur of what really happened, i can understand that, ive been hurt so badly in the past i didnt ever want to go near another guy and tarred them all with the same brush, but time heals and i learnt that all men are not the same..

Giving someone a chance can't give back all the years you have missed i know, but it can make new memories and theres a family here including me that would welcome you with open arms...

They all know about their brother and would love to see you, its not a case of youve been forgotten and not loved, my man, so dont ever doubt yourself , we never doubted you.........

Our door is always open to you and your dad will always be just that .........your dad...

Salsa Night

Its been such a fantastic night, i've come home on a high again, and reaching for the kettle, im worn out....lol

The belly dancing was great im finally learning to wiggle properly and loving the class, our teacher has promised to take some pictures for us next week, but its a great class and the women are all really friendly, im making friends with some of the ladies and having a real giggle trying to look like ive got hips (i cheated tonight and put a belt over my skirt to make it look like i have a waistline) see i am determined..hehe. the class finished late so we didnt have much time to get changed before the salsa started.......

Tonight was the best one yet, the guy with the bulge didnt come sadly stell was looking forward to seeing him (and i took my camera in too) but the class was buzzing there were over 40 of us again, the music was quicker the steps more challenging and the wiggles and turns are all now coming together, its great to see so many people all enjoying the same thing.

I get on so well with Jane who teaches the class with Adrian and also become friends with another lady in belly dancing, who i didnt realise until tonight also teaches salsa at the forum on mondays, so as i already know and get on with them both well, im going to tag along, so next week ill be doing both the forum and oasis.. my feet are really gonna ache...

Estelle came to salsa and egyptian with me and im glad she did, we had such a giggle...

Anyway weve been invited to friday nights salsa night, theres booze plenty of music and lots of people who will show us how to do it with style so ive booked my dad to sit and have set a date...

We did so many new steps tonight various turns and really had to work hard, its the first time in class we all broke out in a sweat, so if this is just the start of it........ bring it on.......

We did these pictures after class (as i cant run around taking pictures of people without their permission) but we get extra time to practise when everyones gone home, so hang about til were thrown out.... which was pretty late tonight..lol

My dad sat for my children (its his first time) bless... ive come home to a spotless house and kids all sound asleep happy so im happy, i should have never doubted he could handle my lot as after all, he brought me and my 3 sisters up and i was a real handful (dont tell my kids that) hes a big softie at heart but has made my night as we couldnt get a sitter, they must have been good as when he was about to leave he offered to sit next week and any night i need help.. its an enormous gift to me and the kids are so happy to have their grandad with them.. they made him tea all night....and my fellas got no excuse why he cant learn this and dance with me...

Anyway im straving need to raid the fridge and come down off the ceiling... im on a high tonight...

Bulging

I need to do something inspiring today..lol ive woke up poluted by my daughter bless full of cold and a temperature that doesnt quite know what its doing, im outside one minute in nothing except underwear (its good we have a high fence) then trying to put as many layers on as i can to then be too hot again....lol who ever invented colds.. i dont usually get them thankfully so that brandy will be out tonight......that will sort it out..lol

Ive spoke to the poledancing lady so those of you that have asked about it, feel free to come along, im putting mine back up in the unit outside so i can practise that and salsa now in the comfort of being hid up..so you are all free to join me...lol

I have loads to get done today but cant quite get my head into it so im blogging and putting everything off again in between sneezing..lol

I wanted to tell you all about salsa this week.. we had a new guy come along.. this guys rather dishy but he cant get any of us girls to keep a straight face when we dance with him.. he speaks lovely , is really well educated and has come along as he wants to dance like Ricky Martin.. yep honestly i didnt know what to say about that one so all i could come out with was " you need to wear leather trousers then to this class" oops..

The funiest thing is we cant work out something.. he wore a pair of white cords that were so tight in a certain area.. it wasnt just me all the women were talking about it.. and he looked like he had put a couple of pairs of socks down there too ! oops again..

I honestly have never seen anything like it, and my mission this week is to somehow get a photo of this poor guy, im sure hell pose (as he seems to do that rather well constantly checking out his reflection) so as im curious to see if you all think, all is not quite as it may appear..hehe

I dont have a name to put to the socks yet (thats what we call him) but hopefully ill get someone guilable to ask him.... and take a photo.. hes got the hugh grant hairstyle, bulging biscepts, open shirt showing off the waxed chest and stands like hes s*** himself ! hehehehehe ....god im so crude sometimes.. but seeing really is believing in this instance ....

Anyway if any women are reading this please check back next week, or come to the class ..lol

Im sorry about the pictures but i was scanning for a photo of a bulge and got carried away, rather nice arent they..lol

Enigma,

Riding in The Snow

Its been a busy week , hense my lack of posting, sorry everyone......

Ive been trying to cram everything in this week, but whatever i failed in i'll sort out later.. its good to procratinate sometimes...lol

Last night i was standing in the most beautiful garden in the snow, it was lovely getting covered and allows me to use heavy snow fall as the excuse for acting like a child..lol

Im so pleased with my kids this week, their reports were good and they had a 100% attendance record again, its not easy in school holidays to try keep working so thankfully my lot are all strong and healthy the rest of the time...

Today we thought riding would have been cancelled so i rang earlier to check, but it was still on and surprised us ...

So off we set slowly today as my road was like a skating rink, and my little girl wasnt very well bless but really did still want to still ride.... so i had to go with it..although i didnt really want her to as shes not as strong as usual and hasnt eaten much all week..

We got there and sarahs hubby John had been up digging and raking over the whole field, so although i bet he aches bless, it enabled us to still enjoy our day..so a big thank you goes out to him..

There were only 3 of us today and it was freezing and very white everywhere, but once we got started we soon warmed up, Shadow was having another really eratically fast day again, all three horses were strange to say the least.....

Anyway nearly half way through the lesson we were all cantering round one at a time and it was then laurens turn on her pony, thats where it all kind of went wrong........

She was cantering round the ring and a lump of snow fell from the ridge of the fence , it wasnt big but scared her pony badly, she then bucked in canter and off over the horses heas went Lauren doing a somersault.............

I have never shouted so loud, i honestly thought the pony was going to ride over her, but somehow it managed to avoid her, she did right and as weve both been told, rolled and curled up and thankfully apart from scaring the hell out of us and a good few bruises shes ok, i told sarah not to make her get back on the pony, Lauren has to do what she feels and it was a really bad fall, but bless after 20 mins and getting her wind back she asked to go back on.........i am really proud of her today,she was so brave and determined ...

Anyway we took a few photos today , there would have been more but the camera got thrown when lauren did but im sure well make up for it next week....

So we gave them their polos said a big thank you to John and came home, i then had a salsa lesson to do.... so i have very sore feet now..lol

Have a great weekend everyone, ill be thinking of my friends at chant tonight and sending them all my warmest wishes, but for reasons beyond my control i cant sadly be there, although i wanted to more than ever........... so ill wish you all a fantastic night and sending loads of love from me.......

rainbow-since you've been gone

Car Crime

I'm on one today......lol

I got in my car today to drive to work and guess what?

I have no bloody lights left in the front... what has happened to society, everyones turned into arseholes ..

I had to sell my last car (she was beautiful) so i got this one to help me get about with the kids, its a 15 year old BM 3 series its only done 40,000 miles im really looking after it, shes been such a good car ........... or was... it now has no lights left ....so is gonna cost me about 200 quid to now fix !

A few days ago 2 guys came knocking asking if i would sell her, i bet its those scumbags as a friend of theirs had bashed up his car and wanted mine for him... i bet they wanted my angel eyes, bumper and fog lights they really meant... arghhhhhh its no good calling the police i know, they wont have time to sort out something as trivial, i can imagine all the paperwork id cause...

Anyway im really pissed off now, fed up with society, its a waste of space, government should all be shot and all politicians should be whipped naked in town centers........lol

We used to have police on patrol walking up our streets, looking after us, now they are so bogged under with paperwork and red tape its all down to those bloody pen pushers again, they have took the great out of britain... perhaps i should go out tonight and nick someone elses instead of being an honest citizen who's now got to work all week to pay for new lights... id probably go get caught knowing my luck....

I hate the government today................ what a bunch of arseholes.... go pinch one of their cars, they have the cheek to just put another down as expenses.............

I need to hire that dwarf to sit under my bonnet all night tonight... lol

Small packages

Its tuesday already..lol today should be a good test...

I have a whole day of photos (about 80 lines) so by the end of this afternoon i expect to ache, ive seen the weather and todays the day to get it done..

So weve got a full day of pictures including jeans and then 3 hours of dancing tonight..hehe

My fella keeps missing sleep and working through the nights so i had to giggle last night as he fell asleep at 6 and is still there... i cant quite work his logic he gets ahead then to fall alseep and get behind again... it must be a man thing .........

Anyway i have to just tell you the story i heard on the news today..it made me giggle..

A coach firm that runs trips for brits around Sweeden has been targetted the worse, get this..

Theres a guy that hires dwarfs... he hides them in a sports bag and puts them with the luggage under the coach hold, when the coach is in transit this dwarf gets out starts going through everyones suitcases and pinches the jewellery money and electricals..

He then seals all the bags back up and climbs back into his holdall with the stuff hes nicked...

So everyone gets off the coach non the wiser until they arrive at their destinations and realise what they packed is not nessessarrily there.... the scammer just picks up his holdall (complete with dwarf )and sticks it on a trolley... hey presto job done...

And how the hell do they know its a dwarf doing it.... if they havent caught him...

I know i shouldnt laugh ,but what has happened to society......... lol

Robert De Nero on Terrorism lol

Cunning

Ive come into work this morning to find feathers everywhere.... yep mr fox has been to visit my pet chickens...

I know its the way of life and her circle but it did get to me, the other chicken just sits there looking for him, so im trying to find someone today that can look after him, the fox knows theres still one here so i know hes coming back tonight...

I even brought the kids down last night to feed and put the straw in the bed so feel so mean today i started feeding them... perhaps if id ignored them they would have gone away and i wouldnt have been reponsible for them feeling at home here... they were so hungry though and looked so poorly......

Lifes a shit sometimes, i love animals but all of them, so as mother nature brings the new beginings it also ends chapters...

Apart from sitting at work all night chicken sitting, i cant do much else to help...

My fella wont let me take it home ! which i can understand, but i dont feel so happy this morning knowing whats round the corner tonight and a car park full of feathers tomorow..poor thing...

Anyway 'I am Legend' was good, not as good as some of Will Smiths films, but watchable, they seemed to put all the good parts on the advert for the film, so it didnt leave many surprises...

Sweeny Todd next... i dont care if its agood or bad film as Johnny Depp is in it so for me its a must ......... that is one sexy guy.. hes all over our wall here... lol

update:

Weve found a good home for the surviving chicken, so were now leaving work to deliver her, shes gonna love it there the lady looks after them so well, so shes now free to run around all day .....theres 4 cockeralls to keep her happy too...lol

Springs Coming

What a day its been today, we left the house early and have spent the most enjoyable day out..

We went walking down Haveringland Lakes its so beautiful and goes on for miles, well you had to make the most of the sunshine today it was lovely..

All day weve been wandering around the lakes and Forrest, i was in my element so were the kids, they definitely take after me wanting to be outside in a natural enviroment, everyone was so happy...

I borrowed my sons mp3 player and couldnt imagine a better feeling than walking through the forrest listening to U2's beautiful day...what a blast !

We found a little tepee someone had made in the woods, so decided that was great place to stop and just spent hours chatting and having fun..

The lake is gorgeous and huge ! i cant believe ive never been there before, its somewhere im defiantly going to visit regularly now..

Walking through the woodland we came across a field with 5 horses in who all came rushing over to say hello and have some attention, the whole day really was magical ..

Tonight i am watching " I am Legend" so its a good ending to a perfect day..

The sunshine makes you feel so happy inside.. every ones smiling..

Walking through a field of pure white snowdrops all coming into bloom, tells me spring is on her way, and i for one cant wait for her long awaited arrival..........

The sun is shining, the flowers are now coming to life and i feel like i am too.........

Chasing Shadow

Im just back from riding.. what a blast , although it was a hard lesson..lol

Ive put my faith in Sarah and Nikita now and am just having a go at what they tell me to do, Shadow is so much stronger than anything ive rode before, you have to use your whole body strength even in trott to hold her back, as she wants to go, again i was asked to lead the group..

It was different today so fast i can remember sitting on her while in canter and releasing the reins when instructed ,and its like someone kicked everything up a gear.. ive had powerful soft top sports cars and had a go at so many fast things, but i can honestly say today felt like the fastest i have ever rode, my head was talking to me as i went round, keep straight dont lean, head up, look forward, heals down ....but shadow was going hell for leather and holding nothing back ..lol she is a totally brilliant horse...

My fellas insitant now i get fitted with a back protector, so hes taking me down there during the week to get me measured up, im the only one there that doesnt wear one, so for my fella's peace of mind ill go get fitted out properly..... its time now....

Another rider sadly fell today, she didnt want to get back on the horse, every week we see them come and go , but you cant ride horses and expect them to work like clockwork, they have good/bad days like we do all have such different characters, so like us we have to take the good days and stay postive.. i was a bit scared of the horses when i first started , they are so powerful, but thats gone now, as ive grown to love it and them so much and know somehow this will play a big part in my life now, the only difference is, i have nothing but respect for these creatures and never take anything for granted while im in that saddle......

She was riding Sorrel and didnt keep her heals down after she landed the jump......

God it doesnt half hurt, i did a very simular thing when i first started but managed to hang round Sorrels neck like a moustache.. so he didnt quite manage to throw me off completely, i ached for days.. so i hope she will be ok and come back.. its the way we learn ....

I waited til the end of the lesson to see how sarah thought i did today, its always when we get the rundown on the lesson, and ways to improve our riding skills, all i got was you handled shadow beautifully again,well done! and how come you keep smiling even when you are concentrating? most people look serious and stick tongues out and stuff..lol

I wasnt aware that i am smiling ,all im doing is enjoying myself and concentrating on what im doing, so it just confirms facially i guess how i feel ..

Totally happy inside and out.....

This is Shadow, hopefully soon ill have photos of me jumping with her...

Dont you think she matches my hair well.............lol

Women and Lingerie

Ive had the toughest day hehe .. i get all the hard work here..those jobs nobody else wants to do !

All day ive had to look at womens perfect bodies running around in underwear....hehe

Were putting a range in the website shortly so guess who volunteered to do the images.....yep little old me.......

Well my fella gets all the best jobs so i thought id grab this one early...

So far these are my favourite 3.....

Yes i am talking about the lingerie..........lol

Dancing the night away

Were just back from a totally brilliant night out dancing, yes it was salsa and belly dancing time, my god this is just getting better...........

Me and my friend had a few drinks in the bar before we started so it was a really relaxed start, everyone was chatting its like we've never been away but better.......

The belly dancing was great as i was still really stiff from the fitness test Sunday (i scored really well and was pleased with what i could do) just very sore the next day...lol

Anyway the fellas joined us for the class and even more people than last week turned up, so it was great, I've made new friends learnt more steps and got to finish the night with my fella freestyle, its the first time we've danced together and it flowed......... his hips seemed to take on a mind of their own which in this dance is great all round......

My fella loves it (im so glad) is really good and looks forward to it as much as me now, yes he did get to dance a few times with the sexy latino girl lol ....... she is stunning, doesnt need make up , has curves to die for and is really nice too...some girls really are so lucky.......lol

I've come home with a mind full of moves i want try later ,but as hes my live in partner i can also add on a few extras to steam things up, like that little lace up dress thats hanging up looking at me....lol

Feeling sexy definitely reared its head in every ones moves there tonight.... i was totally lost in the music and great atmosphere... i dont want to go to sleep tonight.......

We've made friends with the instructors and have been invited to a party Friday they are going to, its all salsa & meringue with a group of fun loving people who all like what we do, dancing music a good laugh and oh yes ......... alcohol.... hehe

I havent been to a good party for ages so its time to let my hair down and put into practise all this dirty dancing we are learning.......

So roll on the weekend im going horse riding on a hangover !! and sore feet.......lol

Sunday

Its sunday, isnt that supposed to be everyones funday? its not mine today..lol

Its the fitness test this morning, im not looking forward to it, but ill go along and see what happens..

Riding was cancelled yesterday, i was so dissapointed, we'd got ready and were driving up the road when the call came, so i kept driving and went and fed the chickens..... they look so much better and seem to have made their home now, but ive allocated a shed for them so they dont sit on my steps anymore and my fellas workmate bench as a new perch (which hes not so impressed about) lol

Lauren loved them and wanted me to bring them home. god my house is mad enough as it is without another 2 dizzy birds running around, i do a good headless chicken impression in the mornings when i cant find the kids shoes....

Anyway the good news is im not going to be joining the gym properly im going back to kickboxing, i found a photo yesterday that sealed my fate as soon as i showed my fella he agreed so ive made the call and start next week...........yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Monday i have an assesment in the pole dancing studio and am going to do an instructors course, so that and dancing will be enough to do whats needed, i can also have fun at the same time in those boots........

Have a great day everyone..........

Weekend plans

Its Friday........yeah gym, swimming and a night at my favourite place...

My poor fella cant hardly move this morning, that fitness test has certainly tested him, he was even moaning when he moved when he was asleep...lol

I went last night just had height and weight heart done etc, i now weight 7 1/2 stone which is about right if im excercising hard, for my build, but as muscle weighs heavier ive got to loose some to be able to tone up and find my fitness as i was...... the strange thing is ive grown 1/2 inch taller .......... no i didnt have shoes on either..lol

Tomorrow is riding again, this week starts the jumping again , this time though its on the horse thats used to it , so i hope i can keep up with her... only one way to find out i guess...

Sunday this week im dreading.. i have a two hour class with an instructor, hes pushing me to the limits, i have been warned...lol oops

He was easier on my fella he only got 5 mins to start on the treadmill, mine was far more, my legs dont enjoy running, i dont like running from anything, ill stand and kick like a mule..lol

The manager stopped me last night and asked if i like to have a go at teaching one of the pole dancing classes... lol that could be interesting, dress code wise it would be thigh highs and hotpants which wouldnt be so good for the guys.... yes theres guys signing up to learn now... but ill just see how it goes, now if it was a womens kickboxing class id reconsider.....

Ive vowed ill get myself back in the best shape, but i just cant get my head arround a gym, all those machines.......mmm i prefer the old fashioned way, skipping ropes, and floor work, i still say it beats the gym hands down, i cant run on a treadmill but i can speed skip over an hour easily... its what i enjoy so its always more fun..

Anyway if i dont post sunday you'll know hes killed me .........

and if i dont like it im going back into kickboxing and getting that sexy black belt...........it will match my boots..lol

Sexy New Birds At Work

lol...... I know im blonde but am i turning into Dr dolittle or something.....

For the past few weeks at work weve had foxes, rabbits and all sorts of creatures coming to visit...

This morning my nanny rings and asks me what shopping i need (she always gets me odds and ends on a thursday and goes to my house to see Sandra) so i order salad and a chicken for tea as imgoing my fitness test at 6... sounds ok, the normal thing to order right...

Well i pulled into work and guess what sits there on the modelling steps..... lol

A chicken !! hehehe

Hes so friendly but doesnt want to go home..... (and keeps pecking my nails) i thought it was the husband that got henpecked ..hehe

Weve fed it broad beans and ran up the road to buy it corn and now hes following me about everywhere ! bless it even tried to get in the toilet with me (you hear about 2 birds in loos together what they get up to)mmmmmmm

I went outside to grab a ciggy and the silly thing tries to sit on my lap... what is going on here, am i running a farm........ lol

The postman came with the mail and instead of a wiggle today, in behind him walks the chicken into my office.. he obviously wants a job badly..lol

Anyway ive asked the chickens permission to use the photos and hes happy, so will now take over the modelling job for me, its definately skinnier than me and says it can do the job standing on one leg....lol (see photo)

It makes me think about all this diet lark, see how scrawny a bird can look if she doesnt look after herself properly....hehe

Anyway please let me introduce Vinny.. our new j-lou model and Jos new best friend ..

Theres no way i can go home tonight now and eat chicken salad............

update
We went back out for our lunch but he had gone, left us to just our lonely selves... ive got no friends you know....

So upset as i was, i just thought id try calling him (not that i expected a chicken to answer to the name Vinny)

But he did !!! (no ... hes a blonde too jokes here .....please)

And he comes running round the corner head proudly in the air...........and has brought his friend !! see he didnt do a runner, he likes me and just went to tell his friend about the friendly blonde thats stupid enough to sit there and feed him her dinner !

So after we fed them all our lunch, they are happily snuggled up on the modelling steps and have gone to sleep...

Ahhh...

Im praying my fox doesnt turn up for tea now......... oops