lost in thought

I can't be where i want to be at the moment ,
im having to do, what i always tell others not to do ! lol
and missing those pussy cat dolls ! am i mad .......
but for one person whos so special ...... (i know you'll be reading)
i wanted to let you know something ........
please play the 'spin' album
..... track 4 ........
it sums up how i feel tonight......
... enjoy yourself sexy ....
.... will see you soon .......

........ " ditto " .............

feeling warm

After a sleepless night of endless waiting waking up to every noise possible
the clock finally ticked round to this morning in slow motion......
but thankfully i woke up with a warm feeling ......mmmmmm
if the hours ever have to tick by slowly, then let it be today.....
so i can keep my warm feeling for just a few more hours !
i know it wont be there tomorrow........ but my smile will be .....

decided to give myself a treat tonight ....
so im off out to do that simple stuff that makes me so happy........
the stars were out last night, so lets hope they are shining brightly tonight !
i know what i'll be wishing for .........

in a lather

Ive seen the adverts with all those women looking really excited in their showers so decided i wanted a try .........

i drove to tescos, rushing all up and down isles looking for it ......

I wanted some of those ohhhhhhs and aahhhhhs in my shower !

why should my fun stop ...after all ......

after soaping my self all down in a lather of soft bubbles, i was ready for it..

yes it was time to experience those infusions for myself !

i didn't read the instructions admittedly, as i was all in a lather and very slippery !!

all wet and fruity i was teased by the aroma, would it turn me into one of those women that came out of the shower smiling feeling totally satisfied .........

showers have left me frustrated, in the past........lol....the water either runs out or it gets so slippery and steamy in them you have to get out ..........

the pomegranate smell was gorgeous, fresh and totally tropical ..........

it did stir up quite a few images in my head ...............

but not enough to have me on that shower floor rolling around in a lather !!

I'm going back up for seconds tonight, i have another tempting fragrance to try ! passionfruit ...

i may even take both bottles in there with me and have a fruity threesome .........mmmmmmmm

peaceful

Its amazing how good those simple things feel ......


a few relaxing candles, a warming glass of brandy


and enigma ............ ahhhhhhhhhh... sheer bliss.....


it just goes to prove .....
as long as you have good company ............

it make any night seem wonderful ...........

showers

I have a close friend who's made a wish.....
he sounds like hes had a hard working week too...
and mentioned he needed a meteor shower ! .......

i wanted to help, and on my travels surfing the world wide web, came across this......
there must be at least a 1,000 plus a few extra...
just in case he needs them ......

you should never stop wishing upon those stars..............
its the stuff dreams are made of ....... xxx

precious time

Time ... its so precious....

people are so busy within their lives, just cant seem to find enough time ,
working routines, an endless struggle of going through the motions,
we all have to go through this ritual , a need to eat and pay bills ...
but theres more to life that this .. you just have to look a little closer......
when we are all placed back into the mother earth,
will we have been so driven by society we've missed out ..........
feelings, experiences, enjoyment ,

being part of life's mysterious question,
what will tomorrow bring ?
the joy at experiencing those simple things in life ......
watching those early birds catching their worms.......
or watching the sunrise, bringing with it a huge smile to your face...
just sitting back staring at the stars, deep in thought......

these things make the best starts and ends to your day,
it helps get that work done a little faster, and has you smiling inside ......
all these wonderful things are free.......

all they cost is a little of your time ...............

# priceless notes

I heard a track playing last night ,

it was one from dirty dancing, and i hadn't heard it for ages .....

it brought a huge smile to my face and made me think of someone ,

i had it in my head all night, it was still in my head this morning, when i woke up !

so i had to get it played today on a local request show, its caused such a giggle....

up i got off my chair and did my impression of it , minus Patrick Swayze !! god knows what it looked like through the windows.......
the girls were in stitches and crying with laughter,

and then emailed this DJ to tell him what i was doing ........... (thanks for that!)
i then proceeded to be emailed by most of the presenters all wanting a photograph,
which of course the girls found up on my computers without asking me ! ( thanks again for that ! )
in my moment of madness, i managed to bring a really good spirit to work today...
the DJ promised to play it again tom, as long as i send him another picture !!(which i am sure the girls will )
so not only have i managed to turn my office into chaos today I've done a good job on my local radio stations too...... its contagious......... lol
if i end up looking like a raving nutcase on their website you'll know why , and yes i am totally ..
at least i have a go !!! shame on the rest of you boring lot ......... i hope you do better tom..
i know there are some dirty dancers in my office, Ive been in on the conversations lol
the ceiling inspector ( oops ) and not forgetting my secretary....... (what can i say there)
and as now the office is girls only.... may there be many more mornings like today ...
i may be faxing a few photos to the radio station tomorrow myself girls !! esp if it makes the work as easy as it was today .....

as for the extra workload i had piled up, i sailed through it, and finished everything i started (yes i know I'm in trouble for saying that lol ) ..............

who ever says that music doesn't lift your spirit, needs therapy....

yes i definitely need therapy too......

its all his fault........and them hungry eyes ... lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRBSi3BcJro&mode=related&search=

Female orgasm.....

The mind is a wonderful thing... and the imagination to work it ... makes it soar....

If orgasms create your body to explode with wet excitement ....

Think of what happens when you have one after the other...

You don't have to just orgasm one way !
Its just the way you know you do normally..

If you open your mind .. relax your body and allow yourself to loose reality....

you may be in for a surprise..

Its time to relax , get your mind into gear, focus only on what you doing, and allow your mind to open up to everything you desire..

If you have erotic thoughts, allow them to wake your senses up ! if you feel excited in your mind your body will follow, this doesn't happen the other way round..

( Imagine you ban yourself from eating chocolate! and its been months since you last tasted it ! your thoughts of how good it tastes heighten , can you imagine after this time how much more you would enjoy a piece of this chocolate)


Its the same with sex the more you allow your mind to expand.........the more you tease your mind about sex.........the better it gets !!

What you now have to do is always imagine, that first bite !! that desire will take you into the right frame of mind to really enjoy and experience heightened sexual feelings ...

Causing your body to react with explosions of pure sensual excitement..

Remember if you can walk you can run ! if you can talk you can sing !!!!

If you can orgasm once ....... You can soar.......

Its the body that feels the sparks ..........

But its the mind that sets off those Fireworks ...........

Pirates xxx

My partner decided to treat me to a film... He knows i have a thing for Pirates....lol .. & greeks romans anything where men are gods

Always have had... Its got something to do with the fact...


I am here at the wrong time !! placed in the wrong era...


Yes i would have loved to been in those times where women we all rampant sex slaves ,
taken when the need occured ...

Group orgies every night around a candle lit dwelling.. with free flowing booze...

Where men all were semi naked.. total barbarians.. and all held their swordes up with honour lol ... at every chance...

But no im stuck in a society where all that good stuff has been taken away....


Ive spent many a night dreaming about those days !

Oh to be in that bed .............


Or my dream man Hector .... he just oozes charm .... has far too much sex appeal ... and has me transfixed to that screen.........

This guy does things to me you couldnt imagine.. but i do !! regulary

Its worth watching Troy over & over just to watch these two in action ...

But getting back to Pirates... sorry my mind was wandering away then lol

This film was so funny, so camp it was untrue... and totally unwatchable....

Except for one thing !!!


Yes you've got it...
The girl on girl scenes..........



They were the only part i enjoyed which entertained me thoroughly...



They were hot ... and i know i really should have been there..

Putting on lustful shows in front of men... enjoying sex at every oportunity with males and females .. pref both at same time..


being slammed on a table regualry !! and taken from behind forcefully..


Why oh why couldn't i have experienced those good old days.......


Meanwhile although the film was rubbish (except for those blondes.. and that sizzling brunette mmm)

It had my mind deep in thought again !! & wandering off to another dwelling.. no nothing clean up there anymore lol ....

And instead of a night off to rest, after the firworks night ! (yes i am doing the blog) I had just finished it & google decided to delete the lot !!

I was stuck with immoral thoughts ..... a very dirty mind ..... and a ravishing appetite again !!

But with no shower to wash all those dirty thoughts away.... (i've broken the shower head again lol )

We ended up creating our own ending to the film ....

Covered in dripping candle body wax ..... ( god here i go again) .... aahhhhhhhh

So although the Pirate film did aid to a very entertaining erotic night ................

You have to use your imagination to watch it ..... unless you love girl on girl action ..... both of which i can and do...

Its not xxx rated as advertised .... but the little blonde looks like she has the mind for it ...... the brunette .. i def had xxx rated thoughts about.. so alls well that ends well..

But its in high definition sound anyway so you can always shut your eyes and imagine like we did ..

The night turned out to be great fun anyway ..... but focussed our thoughts of a not so far away place instead .....................

Forbidden fruit

There's something very tempting about forbidden fruit,

We all fantasize about it ..

But how we act on it is down to us..

fantasy into reality? What makes it so tempting ?

The thought of Wanting someone/something that we shouldn't have...That doesn't belong to us..

They say 'Everything that's bad for you tastes Good' ..

Of course it does!

That's why we want it !!

Do you live for each moment & enjoy every bite?

Or tiptoe through life just fantasizing & dreaming... yawn !

Ive always believed , If you give up your dreams you die ...

Life is about experiencing every emotion, enjoying every moment, for good or bad it makes us 'what we are'

Forbidden fruit for many people holds many meanings...

It can be the racial mix of skin tones blended together in harmony, frowned on by onlookers..

A Same Sex Relationship, Man or Woman, how we are sexually made up is not for others to judge..we like what we like.. its only wrong in their eyes..

Or wanting to taste that , what belongs to someone else.. Its what Is commonly termed as 'Stealing the moment'..

As long as you hurt no one ,

And all parties understand its borrowed,

It can work ...and does...

Opening your mind to new avenues

Pushing boundaries to new levels

Experiencing moments you may never get the chance to again in life...

The freedom to do what we want, what others class as forbidden, is our freedom itself..

We all need to experience & taste moments in life that are forbidden, even if its on borrowed time to experience the pleasure, you wont want to keep it after all ....

As it wouldn't be forbidden then ........

Love or Lust

'Love or Lust' , How do you know ?

Too many people use the term "Love" far to freely.

It should be spoken only when you really mean it...

Lust is a physical attraction , you look at them with wanting,

Its highly charged and eats away at your head until you can think of nothing else.

The chemistry is there he/she makes that craving come to life,

Its powerful & exciting but usually not long term,

If acted on it makes excellent sex and makes you feel alive for as long as you both feel that spark.


If left it sizzles out on its own, as your mind then thinks nothing will come of it so you move on.

Its also divorce reason no 1.. as soon as the sparks gone so is the husband/wife ... they soon find another flame that flickers for them...

The term ' Love ' has many meanings..

You use the term when you have very special friends,

Or for immediate family that you have depended on all your life.

But when does it change from lust to love for a sexual partner ?

And is there such a thing as Love at first sight ? (like watching Ben on X factor lol)

Ive had a long term relationship before, and every time he said ' he loved me ' I cringed ....

So I guess it throws a spanner in the works to, its for when two people have been together for a eternity.

I knew I didn't love him, it was me stuck in a relationship in a habit ,

Fear or going out meeting someone and starting again and lack of confidence to leave him ..

Thoughts of visiting the 'meat market clubs' left me in no doubt, i didn't want to go down that route id rather be on my own...

But to fall in love you have to value yourself first, after all how can someone else value you if you don't know your own mind....

Ive heard it before with sisters & friends ' I love him ' when they've only known him for a few weeks ...

In turn too I've had men say it to me , it didn't make me like them, it made me run for cover..

They haven't had time to know me for who i am inside, so its the outside they're looking at,

that's not love its lust, but guys think its what you want to hear... we're not all after wedding rings lol ...

I have experienced lust to the extent i couldn't think of anything else, it went on for an eternity, and although i was really into him, i didn't want to take that step to cross those boundaries...

I did love him , but knew that i would have got badly hurt, and so kept the relationship, as just friends.

I got to keep him by my side for years , but not in a physical or sexual form, and i was glad that i did, i watched him go through women like water , yet every day he came to visit he always took time to learn about me as a person, not something he bothered to do with his many one night stands.

I got to be known as the one who got away .. from his many friends .. which made me giggle, as what they really meant was i was the one who got him, he always wanted what he couldn't have so by keeping him at arms length i did right.. and i did learn a lot from him that I'm thankful for... and always will be.....

I've listened to him tell me time and time again, ' I'm in love again ' as i smiled to myself and put the kettle on.

The man wouldn't know love if it hit him with a hammer ....
love to him was a good shag , who made him tea afterwards, preferably who had a home he could move into .. just for a week or two, or until that spark wandered off onto his next victim ... lol

Yet as the years went by we developed such a strong friendship, and became dependant on each other, as he knew me so well inside, and me him .. ...

But i also knew that the years had changed the way i felt about him, i had grown to love him as my friend, but wasn't ' in love with him ' as he may have liked .

There was no physical spark from my end anymore, & that lust i had to start with had changed into a friendship.

I would cringe when i thought that i used to look at him sexually,
and although we did try to see what happened one night, after scrubbing myself down with a scourer in a shower , disgusted with letting my guard down , i knew it wasn't meant to be ,

He knew what he was doing in bed, and sparks flew... but i wasn't prepared for how much he'd changed by the morning... when he said " he loved me " it wasn't that he meant it, it was what he normally would say, to his many bed notches...

I was then placed in the category i most dreaded .. One of his many women, to add to his trophy collection ..

But after a heart to heart he understood what i meant by ' a mistake ' , he would get to keep me but only as a friend, which would last far longer than a bed notch .

But changing a friend into a lover doesn't always work , you may be compatible between the sheets,
but if that other person wants more than you're prepared to give, it can change the friendship, so unless they know the score , and know what his/her boundaries are, and are happy with those terms, tread with caution ...

Then a guy came along who i got on with well , he was a really deep person inside and i enjoyed learning what made him tick, although he certainly took some working out , but the fact that he never touched , kissed me , anything .. had it in my head he wanted the friendship thing only , fine i can do that , no pressure there...

To one night he decided to kiss me, months after we had been going out just as friends, and it all changed from then on ..

He hadn't made any advances whatsoever , & i didn't know if we would be compatible sexually as i had suppressed personal feelings, but i was worried & concerned, as i hadn't thought he looked at me sexually, i certainly never saw it.. but it was back to square one in my head and time to reevaluate .

I didn't have to worry about being compatible , although this guy was quiet, he was explosive in bed, so that part was easy, they say the quiet ones are the worst ! lol

After years of living with this guy effortlessly it seems, I've worked out the meaning of love to me...

As a partner/husband/wife you are promising to care about that person day in day out,

Putting their needs first , and promising them that you will care about the meaningless things they've done today, showing them no matter what, they do matter to you, if nothing else in their world went right they can depend on you.

This person makes you grow inside, and pushes you to be the most you can be, but not for self gain , solely for the pleasure of watching you grow into this new person , that you matter to him just as much as he matters to you , that they promise to care about your day too, and wants you to be the most you can be, and live your life to its full potential.
Even if its at their own expense at times.

By putting that person first you don't loose out on yourself, as hes looking out for you ..

But if you can catch them looking at you 15 years on still with "that look"


Then you know, that there is such a thing as being in love and still in lust .

That makes it all the more special, you have the best of both worlds, the sexual chemistry and the commitment & love needed to make it work ...

If you can help that person forfil their dreams day by day, and they do the same for you, its a perfect example of what love should be....

After all you only get if you give, and if by giving, you receive a life of freedom to grow to the full potential you are inside, and he still loves you for it ...

Youv'e found a special person indeed, one worth caring about, and sharing your thoughts, dreams & life with ...

How do you keep the sparks, relationship alive after so many years?

lol ... well theres another blog ...............

A Perfect Night In

Its one of those nights, there's only one thing that will give you a mmmmm feeling ..

It begins with S and ends with a: crazy, sleepless night of being tossed twisted and maneuvered into every position possible from his minds karma sutra..

That look he casts says it all, the sparkle in his eyes, fired with emotion, without needing any words you know what you both have in mind ..

You would be missing out if you passed up the moment, so you grab every second to express being alive and enjoy being a hot blooded woman !!

It starts with a touch, where his hands are lingering just long enough to turn the skin into thousands of tiny peeks, each growing more and more sensitive as your body and mind come together in harmony ...

The scene is set, its time to show that hidden side that very few are privileged to see...

That side that doesn't care about tomorrow, or the fact you wont have any sleep tonight...

The thoughts and little smiles to yourself, will keep the adrenaline flowing to get you through tomorrow on a high ....

Feelings and emotions stir up and are causing the mind to work the body to potentials that are limitless, this is what we are made to do in perfect fusion.

The touch starts the spark, the look tells you all you need to know, and the kiss tells you exactly all the answers to the questions your mind is asking !

He gently slides his hand down the small of your back creating a ripple of emotion running torrid down the spine, every nerve now is tingling ,

you can feel your body arching into him, your hips gyrating, muscles pulsating together in a wave of energy.

Nuzzling your neck from behind, All senses are alive and curious, with the heat of his breath resting on your skin, you can feel, smell, hear, and sense every moment he makes..

with anticipation and excitement of whats to come .........

Sex addiction & the Internet

Have you ever wondered why so many people surf the net, when they could be doing far more important things with their time ?

Feeling stressed and wonder why you are always online why you cant seem to switch off that power button ?

The answers easy...

Internet surfing is making you a sex addict !!!

Yes thats right.. believe me i have seen it...

Ebay in itself can drive you to the lowest point of life that you actually start to crave " human touch" as the meaning of being fucked is part of ebays everyday structure.

You cant be online selling or buying for longer than 10 mins before the words " oh fuck ! you fucker !" come into your head !

So if you are reverting to "sex" as a way of letting off steam from all the frustrations you are facing then read on..

Do you feel that what we label as having a high sex drive fits your description ?

Or can it be something more you are trying to hide ?

Yes i think so too !! come on admit it.. You are a becoming a sex addict too ..

You need to get help now...

Others have suffered this same addiction, so you are not alone !

This paperback will guide you gently back into normality...

As you relax reading it,

Enjoy the pleasure reading brings, its calming and soothing and forms an exit for your mind a route for escapism

Be thankful ! that somehow the simple pleasures in life are still at hand !!

(no not masturbation)

http://allpsych.com/journal/sexaddiction.html

http://www.sensualism.com/sex/internet.html

'Say No' to "Internet surfing" its promoting all those dirty " Im fucked " thoughts...

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