travelling

Theres been a few changes as you'll see !

oh yes Ive been such a busy bee ,

weve both had such an up n down ride !

but always took it all in our stride ....... lol


Ive missed your dirty mind much more !!

than coats and laptop dumped on floor...

so leave the work , come straight to bed !

time to strip work , right out from your head .........

Happy birthday!

For a very special friend ....



who's special day it is !



We want to wish you something......



......... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ...............


may you have a fantastic very special day .......


as you always make others feel so special .........

diamonds

This blogs for others tonight .........

I'm so proud of what you've all achieved, its been so tough for you all !
but you did it !! we knew you could ............

and i cant wait to hear all about your experiences ......
we've all missed you ........ cant wait to get you home ............

and give you one huge hug ! amongst other things .......... lol

enjoy your last day to the full ........ i can hear you're all smiling ......
and cant wait to see it .............

one thing more ...........

....... thank you ........

i couldn't mean that more .........

spilt milk

I'm going to bed tonight reciting something to myself...smiling
It's no use crying over spilt milk ...

my mum told me that one, Ive learnt that one! and its very true !!

they don't genuinely mean to spill it, it just sometimes happens ..

its gonna happen all through life, i certainly expect it, but I'm not gonna let it take away the important things........

we all try to do stuff for the best reasons, sometimes it goes right, sometimes it goes wrong,

but whatever way it goes, we wouldn't have known if we didn't try .......

so its another of those experiences, life hands us everyday........

if it comes again tomorrow......... so be it ..... I'm still gonna be smiling ....

I'm sure something good can come of something not so good.... so ill keep believing...

I'm well loved ... happy in myself .... and have fantastic friends and family ....

how much more could i want ......... i'd say ive been gifted .........

the bottles not half empty in my eyes ........... its half full ............

Independence

Its a powerful word, and means just that... being independent...

i would have never said i was, but as the days move on, I'm finding myself getting stronger..
tackling things i wouldn't never normally do and striving forward with it !
i have a mountain every morning to get through but after my initial,
watching the birds and the sunrise, I'm jumping onto gear with a new spring in my stride...
why ?
i did miss my partner badly at first, but strangely now i feel that I'm more settled,
Ive got into a routine with work and kids two of us couldn't manage and getting the lot done !!
my house is spotless, Ive done all the work of four of them, and cooked a roast dinner today!
and now I'm finding time out to write a blog ?
where did all this come from ? and wheres it been hiding ? that's what i want to know..

the sleeping is becoming easier , I'm listening to my music with my fountain on all surrounded by my candles and its totally refreshing....lol
its made me realise what i can achieve if I'm pushed and i have really learnt a lot about myself in he past 10 days...
i get to talk to him most evenings but by then I'm either in bed or half drunk, so the conversations are limited and somewhat blurred lol......
I've gone from a stressed out mum/boss to one who's back in control and am really enjoying the time out, dancing and singing away to songs all round my lounge with little ones ..
how can the kids behave so well for me, and why are they ? its mystified me.....
i heard them talking earlier and i listened in to try and gain some knowledge into this transformation and its clear now .........
its my independence .........
I'm living as an independent for the moment , i am learning growing and astounded at the difference, by me showing them that i can do it, they all are too !
getting up to a cup of tea and a bath has never happened so its quite a treat,
and to see them acting independent without prompt is endearing ..........
my partner can sense the change in me as he was on the telephone when it was bedtime, its normally a dreaded word, but up they went a kiss from each and no fuss !! he thought id put the phone down ! no it was me being organised, and taking back control of something i thought id lost......

ill always be there for others if and when they may need me ...
but i LOVE feeling this Independence .........
as for my partner, hes always encouraged it.. so he'll be more than happy..
as for when hes back ? ill add back on an old friend to add to my new find........ sexy........

SEXY AND INDEPENDENT ...................

isn't it amazing what tomorrow can bring .............

wake up

A friendly hint for the day........

47 missed calls starting at 5.30 tells me someone really needs to buy one today !! lol

i dont mind waking everyone up, but when no-one does ...tutt tutt

i have no heating here and its a bit chilly to be sitting here trying to wake the dead !!

i missed the sunrise and the birds !! the best part of the day..

so please remember hotels can do early morning calls too ...

wouldnt it be nice ............mmmmmmmm

anyway...... good morning.....anyone for a fry up ? lol

no blogs today

my blogs not working !!
was it something i said ?
or did perhaps ?
..... lol......

Anyway had a very pleasant night !
had an unexpected guest, who also loves vodka ...
so it turned out to be a spontanious very enjoyable evening...
it was as if she knew, i was needing a lift ..
so my spirits are up today.. but the bottles way down !

a little bit of what you fancy does you good !
and it was well needed giggle last night ...
and has certainly made me feel better inside.
its strange, those you hope you can reply on, sadly you cant
but those you dont count on, sometimes they do ....
life holds so many surprises for us .....
lets enjoy each and every one of them .........

bruised knees

Wev'e all heard the saying ........

if at first you dont succeed try, try again !

Its very true, nothing is easy in life........ we have to keep trying ...

what makes a successful person ? how do they forefill their dreams ...

because they dont quit, they keep plugging away, getting back up after each knock, not giving up ... gain strength from being knocked back and push on harder...

you can make your life into what you want it to be ...

but you have to believe in yourself ...........

experiences are there to experience ........ good or bad they are valuable memories

learning is something we continue to do every day of our lives ...

the more you learn , lifes what you make it , the higher you'll climb..

its all there, its what choices we make, that makes the difference...........

think about it xxx

how does the song go ... you'll never get to heaven if your scared of getting high ...

setting up

Today is setting up day ........

everyone is rushing around adding those last minute finishing touches ! which i should be doing..

it sounds really exciting and although im shattered im tempted to get on those trains ..


im missing a four poster bed and jacuzzi ! and the food i hear is excellent......mmm ...


not to mention those sexy acts ...pussycat dolls...mmmmm

im struggling at the moment from the lack of company ...

im on my own most of the time and although im still entertaining myself , i know where i want to be .....

do i throw caution to the wind and join the fun ? i know i would love the energy there and be buzzing ...............

or stay here and hope i can try to adjust my character for them next year.....

part of me knows i wont fit in , but isnt our beauty inside ? so why should i change and be someone im not ... for others .....


experience has taught me one thing... many people claim to be something they're not ...
and i dont want to be anything other ........ than who i am.........

my spirit should make up for what they think im lacking on the outside ...

and if its not good enough ....it is them who are a let down... im happy how i am ...

i know where i want to be, and my head is in that jacuzzi having wild sex all round that hotel room !

up to my neck with 'creative' people likewise , so its my kind of heaven ....

not to mention getting to meet many celebs, who i can talk in my bad english to ...lol

ive got a bag packed just in case ... may add a few bits to it ...

i need to be where my spirit is .... i want to start creating again ..... and this will inspire me ...


watch out for the woman looking lost .... she may be coming ..........she wont fit in ...

but she doesnt care !! ...........................


she'll be the one singing " dont cha !! " in that slashed top .........

Day at the office

My heads still spinning, from running up and down taking phone orders, processing, packing, populating and trying to hold down everyone else's jobs......

I'm running, but it keeps the adrenaline flowing, and I'm getting back up to speed, so its starting to put a little excitement back, its a challenge but I'm determined ill get it done and still have my time out .......

and as ' i did get it all finished ' it was another good one today ! everyone was friendly and polite, except for ' olde sniffer ' (that's how hes known at our office ! ) hes constantly sending items back wanting the model to wear them first !! what is happening to society ...

he has no woman in his life but loves to shop for 'sexy women's clothing' ... lol ....
no wonder hes single .... what a weirdo ..... he shops in a unique way .... and offers ridiculous money for the models range ...lol

i have these visions of this bloke, hand at the ready- firmly on his tackle waiting for Mr postman excitedly, ready to open his parcel... lol .....
( apologies to royal mail, id prefer the dog bite too )

perhaps i shouldn't have laughed at his requests, but i was in stitches too much to read what he actually wanted us to do ! oops....... so its kinda dropped me in it, as I'm the only one left to deal with his requests....... so tactically I'm gonna have to get out of this one somehow ..

its far too cold to wear that round the office anyway...... and i dare not eat the chocolates he sent, but I'm sure the landlord will enjoy them ! I'm so thoughtful sometimes i know ......

got what i needed to do, done and now have my time out to look forward to, i need some 'me' time today badly, had a very late night/early morning and I'm feeling a little worn out today, too much vodka and too little food probably, i rather enjoyed myself too, except when the house sprang to life this morning and i didn't want to !

but I'm having a quiet one tonight to refresh , i have myself a pirate film ready ! and plan to do all those lovely girly things i am needing to do.........starting with a nice vodka, a good film, and some luxury items !!

sheer bliss and well needed ...............

lost in thought

I can't be where i want to be at the moment ,
im having to do, what i always tell others not to do ! lol
and missing those pussy cat dolls ! am i mad .......
but for one person whos so special ...... (i know you'll be reading)
i wanted to let you know something ........
please play the 'spin' album
..... track 4 ........
it sums up how i feel tonight......
... enjoy yourself sexy ....
.... will see you soon .......

........ " ditto " .............

feeling warm

After a sleepless night of endless waiting waking up to every noise possible
the clock finally ticked round to this morning in slow motion......
but thankfully i woke up with a warm feeling ......mmmmmm
if the hours ever have to tick by slowly, then let it be today.....
so i can keep my warm feeling for just a few more hours !
i know it wont be there tomorrow........ but my smile will be .....

decided to give myself a treat tonight ....
so im off out to do that simple stuff that makes me so happy........
the stars were out last night, so lets hope they are shining brightly tonight !
i know what i'll be wishing for .........

in a lather

Ive seen the adverts with all those women looking really excited in their showers so decided i wanted a try .........

i drove to tescos, rushing all up and down isles looking for it ......

I wanted some of those ohhhhhhs and aahhhhhs in my shower !

why should my fun stop ...after all ......

after soaping my self all down in a lather of soft bubbles, i was ready for it..

yes it was time to experience those infusions for myself !

i didn't read the instructions admittedly, as i was all in a lather and very slippery !!

all wet and fruity i was teased by the aroma, would it turn me into one of those women that came out of the shower smiling feeling totally satisfied .........

showers have left me frustrated, in the past........lol....the water either runs out or it gets so slippery and steamy in them you have to get out ..........

the pomegranate smell was gorgeous, fresh and totally tropical ..........

it did stir up quite a few images in my head ...............

but not enough to have me on that shower floor rolling around in a lather !!

I'm going back up for seconds tonight, i have another tempting fragrance to try ! passionfruit ...

i may even take both bottles in there with me and have a fruity threesome .........mmmmmmmm

peaceful

Its amazing how good those simple things feel ......


a few relaxing candles, a warming glass of brandy


and enigma ............ ahhhhhhhhhh... sheer bliss.....


it just goes to prove .....
as long as you have good company ............

it make any night seem wonderful ...........

showers

I have a close friend who's made a wish.....
he sounds like hes had a hard working week too...
and mentioned he needed a meteor shower ! .......

i wanted to help, and on my travels surfing the world wide web, came across this......
there must be at least a 1,000 plus a few extra...
just in case he needs them ......

you should never stop wishing upon those stars..............
its the stuff dreams are made of ....... xxx

precious time

Time ... its so precious....

people are so busy within their lives, just cant seem to find enough time ,
working routines, an endless struggle of going through the motions,
we all have to go through this ritual , a need to eat and pay bills ...
but theres more to life that this .. you just have to look a little closer......
when we are all placed back into the mother earth,
will we have been so driven by society we've missed out ..........
feelings, experiences, enjoyment ,

being part of life's mysterious question,
what will tomorrow bring ?
the joy at experiencing those simple things in life ......
watching those early birds catching their worms.......
or watching the sunrise, bringing with it a huge smile to your face...
just sitting back staring at the stars, deep in thought......

these things make the best starts and ends to your day,
it helps get that work done a little faster, and has you smiling inside ......
all these wonderful things are free.......

all they cost is a little of your time ...............

# priceless notes

I heard a track playing last night ,

it was one from dirty dancing, and i hadn't heard it for ages .....

it brought a huge smile to my face and made me think of someone ,

i had it in my head all night, it was still in my head this morning, when i woke up !

so i had to get it played today on a local request show, its caused such a giggle....

up i got off my chair and did my impression of it , minus Patrick Swayze !! god knows what it looked like through the windows.......
the girls were in stitches and crying with laughter,

and then emailed this DJ to tell him what i was doing ........... (thanks for that!)
i then proceeded to be emailed by most of the presenters all wanting a photograph,
which of course the girls found up on my computers without asking me ! ( thanks again for that ! )
in my moment of madness, i managed to bring a really good spirit to work today...
the DJ promised to play it again tom, as long as i send him another picture !!(which i am sure the girls will )
so not only have i managed to turn my office into chaos today I've done a good job on my local radio stations too...... its contagious......... lol
if i end up looking like a raving nutcase on their website you'll know why , and yes i am totally ..
at least i have a go !!! shame on the rest of you boring lot ......... i hope you do better tom..
i know there are some dirty dancers in my office, Ive been in on the conversations lol
the ceiling inspector ( oops ) and not forgetting my secretary....... (what can i say there)
and as now the office is girls only.... may there be many more mornings like today ...
i may be faxing a few photos to the radio station tomorrow myself girls !! esp if it makes the work as easy as it was today .....

as for the extra workload i had piled up, i sailed through it, and finished everything i started (yes i know I'm in trouble for saying that lol ) ..............

who ever says that music doesn't lift your spirit, needs therapy....

yes i definitely need therapy too......

its all his fault........and them hungry eyes ... lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRBSi3BcJro&mode=related&search=

Female orgasm.....

The mind is a wonderful thing... and the imagination to work it ... makes it soar....

If orgasms create your body to explode with wet excitement ....

Think of what happens when you have one after the other...

You don't have to just orgasm one way !
Its just the way you know you do normally..

If you open your mind .. relax your body and allow yourself to loose reality....

you may be in for a surprise..

Its time to relax , get your mind into gear, focus only on what you doing, and allow your mind to open up to everything you desire..

If you have erotic thoughts, allow them to wake your senses up ! if you feel excited in your mind your body will follow, this doesn't happen the other way round..

( Imagine you ban yourself from eating chocolate! and its been months since you last tasted it ! your thoughts of how good it tastes heighten , can you imagine after this time how much more you would enjoy a piece of this chocolate)


Its the same with sex the more you allow your mind to expand.........the more you tease your mind about sex.........the better it gets !!

What you now have to do is always imagine, that first bite !! that desire will take you into the right frame of mind to really enjoy and experience heightened sexual feelings ...

Causing your body to react with explosions of pure sensual excitement..

Remember if you can walk you can run ! if you can talk you can sing !!!!

If you can orgasm once ....... You can soar.......

Its the body that feels the sparks ..........

But its the mind that sets off those Fireworks ...........

Pirates xxx

My partner decided to treat me to a film... He knows i have a thing for Pirates....lol .. & greeks romans anything where men are gods

Always have had... Its got something to do with the fact...


I am here at the wrong time !! placed in the wrong era...


Yes i would have loved to been in those times where women we all rampant sex slaves ,
taken when the need occured ...

Group orgies every night around a candle lit dwelling.. with free flowing booze...

Where men all were semi naked.. total barbarians.. and all held their swordes up with honour lol ... at every chance...

But no im stuck in a society where all that good stuff has been taken away....


Ive spent many a night dreaming about those days !

Oh to be in that bed .............


Or my dream man Hector .... he just oozes charm .... has far too much sex appeal ... and has me transfixed to that screen.........

This guy does things to me you couldnt imagine.. but i do !! regulary

Its worth watching Troy over & over just to watch these two in action ...

But getting back to Pirates... sorry my mind was wandering away then lol

This film was so funny, so camp it was untrue... and totally unwatchable....

Except for one thing !!!


Yes you've got it...
The girl on girl scenes..........



They were the only part i enjoyed which entertained me thoroughly...



They were hot ... and i know i really should have been there..

Putting on lustful shows in front of men... enjoying sex at every oportunity with males and females .. pref both at same time..


being slammed on a table regualry !! and taken from behind forcefully..


Why oh why couldn't i have experienced those good old days.......


Meanwhile although the film was rubbish (except for those blondes.. and that sizzling brunette mmm)

It had my mind deep in thought again !! & wandering off to another dwelling.. no nothing clean up there anymore lol ....

And instead of a night off to rest, after the firworks night ! (yes i am doing the blog) I had just finished it & google decided to delete the lot !!

I was stuck with immoral thoughts ..... a very dirty mind ..... and a ravishing appetite again !!

But with no shower to wash all those dirty thoughts away.... (i've broken the shower head again lol )

We ended up creating our own ending to the film ....

Covered in dripping candle body wax ..... ( god here i go again) .... aahhhhhhhh

So although the Pirate film did aid to a very entertaining erotic night ................

You have to use your imagination to watch it ..... unless you love girl on girl action ..... both of which i can and do...

Its not xxx rated as advertised .... but the little blonde looks like she has the mind for it ...... the brunette .. i def had xxx rated thoughts about.. so alls well that ends well..

But its in high definition sound anyway so you can always shut your eyes and imagine like we did ..

The night turned out to be great fun anyway ..... but focussed our thoughts of a not so far away place instead .....................

Forbidden fruit

There's something very tempting about forbidden fruit,

We all fantasize about it ..

But how we act on it is down to us..

fantasy into reality? What makes it so tempting ?

The thought of Wanting someone/something that we shouldn't have...That doesn't belong to us..

They say 'Everything that's bad for you tastes Good' ..

Of course it does!

That's why we want it !!

Do you live for each moment & enjoy every bite?

Or tiptoe through life just fantasizing & dreaming... yawn !

Ive always believed , If you give up your dreams you die ...

Life is about experiencing every emotion, enjoying every moment, for good or bad it makes us 'what we are'

Forbidden fruit for many people holds many meanings...

It can be the racial mix of skin tones blended together in harmony, frowned on by onlookers..

A Same Sex Relationship, Man or Woman, how we are sexually made up is not for others to judge..we like what we like.. its only wrong in their eyes..

Or wanting to taste that , what belongs to someone else.. Its what Is commonly termed as 'Stealing the moment'..

As long as you hurt no one ,

And all parties understand its borrowed,

It can work ...and does...

Opening your mind to new avenues

Pushing boundaries to new levels

Experiencing moments you may never get the chance to again in life...

The freedom to do what we want, what others class as forbidden, is our freedom itself..

We all need to experience & taste moments in life that are forbidden, even if its on borrowed time to experience the pleasure, you wont want to keep it after all ....

As it wouldn't be forbidden then ........