Warmth

Its photo day again, and boy am i going to freeze......lol

Its been a really busy week again, ive ended up most nights having to print off invoices in between everything else, but the emails seem to be coming in thick and fast, so im taking the orders happy its coming right and determined to get everything photoed and up to date today..

My dress is in, its just as beautiful as i hoped and if i get everything done today, its mine, ill probably never get the chance to wear it, but if i dont keep it i know ill kick myself later, so my fella got one extra just for me...

Ive got a few surprises coming for the customers too, theres some jackets and jeans in that i got sooo right so and im passing the savings on to the buyers on this one and using them to get people in, as when they see the prices of these it should certainly do that.. i sold the same jacket last year at 64.99 and it was a flyer then, but that i am now able to offer the same jacket at a third of the price it should raise a few smiles and help a few guys with their partners must have gifts this Christmas...everyone is struggling at the moment financially, and Christmas is always expensive so its my bit to trying to help out, after earlier in the year i completely understand how it feels not to have food in the house and wonder how the hell you are gonna get through, all i can say there is dont give up..........just keep trying........

Things are definitely looking better this end, although i could do with some heating this morning (the boilers packed up and my house feels colder than outside) so its snuggling up round my cuppa today and hopefully ending up much warmer than i am this morning, god it really is going to be a test today.......wheres that brandy .. its time to make that flask.....

Lifted

I spoke to my sister today after receiving a lovely text message with a photo of my newphew in it, with the words ' as you havent been to see me yet, i thought id send you a photo before he is a toddler'

It did get to me and thats obviously why she sent it, i rang her and thought it was only fair she knew what i had on my plate so hopfully she may understand a little more why i havent visited or been anywhere..

for start off she doesnt work, but has a car and hasnt been to see me either, i work full time, have 4 kids and am struggling to find enough time to wash my hair let alone go to hers and listen to how hard motherhood is and how she misses my mum and wished i could fly her home to visit ....mmmmm .. im good for something then ...

I have my vat bill in that needs paying and have to work extra hours when the bills come in, but to punish me for not having enough time when im trying so hard and my door is always open is cruel...id welcome them here and really enjoy the company, but they never come.....

Its easter weekend i am working, but im also painting eggs with the kids in between and doing my best to keep them happy, so im trying to keep them entertained and happy and so far it seems to be working well ....

I had a talk earlier with my fella and as things are looking brighter im getting back my oasis next week and a few things ive badly missed so although the last 2 months have been very tough im glad i have dug in deep and am getting it done....

At least i know never to take anything for granted.... so ill enjoy it all the more ...

Tonight im taking a night off, instead of salad which is all we seem to eat, im having chips... lol proper home cooked ones with fried eggs sausages and bacon...and enjoying every bite, then im gonna have a bath , turn myself back into the woman i havent been lately, light my candles and watch a movie......

Have a great Easter weekend everyone ................